A
life worth saving
By
Kerry Eggers
It
has been 12 years now.
Twelve years since the last drink of alcohol.
Twelve years since the last rush of methamphetamine.
Twelve years since Jess Lewis got his life back
after nearly 20 years as a drug addict.
It is a very good life. At Oregon State, Jess Lewis,
70, 95, makes a difference, whether
it is in his duties as director of athletic maintenance
and counselor, or just as a person everybody knows
and likes.
"I respect Jess so much more for having beaten
that old booze and drugs thing than I did for all
his athletic achievements," says Dale Thomas,
Lewis Hall of Fame wrestling coach at Oregon
State. "I have just seen so many people fail."
Caught
fame and O.J.
There was a day when Lewis seemed to have it all.
One of the most accomplished athletes in state of
Oregon history, he was an all-America tackle in
football and an NCAA champion and Olympian in wrestling.
In three unforgettable seasons, Lewis amassed an
89-1 record as the most feared college heavyweight
in the nation, losing only the NCAA championship
match as a sophomore. Fans came in droves to OSU
meets, many arriving just before the final match
of the evening featuring Lewis. He pinned just about
everybody. If an opponent lasted a minute, it was
a moral victory.
But if OSU fans remember one moment of Lewis
greatness, it was when he chased down O.J. Simpson
from behind to prevent a second-half score and preserve
the Beavers 3-0 football upset of No. 1-ranked
Southern California in 1967.
"People always tell me, The L.A. cops
couldnt catch O.J., but you did,"
Lewis says, laughing. "Hey, (SC offensive tackle)
Ron Yary blew me off the ball so far, I was already
in the secondary. All I had to do was run over and
get in front of him."
After three seasons as a 235-pound blend of size
and speed for some of the best teams in OSU history,
it was on to a short-lived pro football career.
By then, things had begun to unravel for the farm
boy from Aumsville, a rural community 40 miles north
of Corvallis.
"I
can try this, no problem"
Lewis finished sixth in freestyle wrestling at the
Olympics in Mexico City, a draw with the eventual
gold medalist from Turkey costing him a spot in
the round robin.
Disappointed at missing out on a medal, Lewis, only
20, returned to Corvallis for a final season of
football and wrestling, to be greeted by the temptations
of the drug culture of the late 60s.
He first tried marijuana. Soon it was on to "cross
tops," or speed.
"Somebody said, Just try it,"
Lewis says. "I never thought I would get hooked
on anything. It was, I can try this, no problem.
But then you start relying on it. I tell people
the truth I liked it. I did. It led to other
things. After a year or two, I tried acid. I tried
everything but heroin. Im not proud of it,
but its the truth."
That winter, Lewis won his second NCAA heavyweight
title, "but nothing was ever the same after
that how you feel about things, how excited
you are about training, how excited you are about
life in general."
A 10th-round draft pick by Houston, he made the
Oilers as a linebacker, spending most of the 1970
season playing on special teams. The next year,
he was traded to New Orleans, then quit the week
before the regular season.
"First time I ever quit on anything,"
Lewis says, "but my heart just wasnt
in it." He landed a job with Winnipeg in the
Canadian Football League but didnt last the
season.
Trying
to maintain
Lewis
returned to the family farm in Aumsville, to his
parents and four siblings, big boy lost. He got
married but that lasted only five years. He started
hanging around with friends who cooked up methamphetamine,
which ultimately became his drug of choice. Gradually,
he began to lose control.
"I was trying to farm, trying to maintain,
but the drugs pretty much take your life over,"
he says. "Farming kept my drug appetite going.
My family was saying, He is just going through
a phase; he will get over it. I tried an outpatient
treatment program, but it didnt work.
"I would go through $100 worth (of drugs) a
day, and it kept getting worse. The farm gave me
a quarter of a million dollars in stocks over a
period of years, and I blew all of it. I didnt
know any way out, but frankly I didnt care."
Lewis live-in girlfriend, Vickie Hayes, was
a family friend who had grown up in Aumsville. She
also had become a heavy drug user.
"I used a lot of meth and marijuana,"
she says. "Jess and I, we were lost souls."
Lewis
family was appalled. In 1987, they asked him to
leave the farm.
"We cant stand to see you kill yourself,"
they told him.
Jess and Vickie took off to live in the woods of
the Cascade mountains near Detroit Lake.
For three years, they continued to use drugs heavily.
Lewis stayed away from family get-togethers at Thanksgiving
and Christmas.
"I was embarrassed and ashamed, but hooked,"
he says, "and I saw no way out." He earned
a meager living cutting woods and clearing high-power
lines with chain saws.
Finally, Thomas re-entered his life. Lewis was being
considered for the OSU Sports Hall of Fame, but
electors were made aware of the downward spiral
of his life. When Thomas learned of the situation,
he decided to do a one-man intervention.
"Dales intervention was, Come on,
were going," Lewis says, grinning.
"He was the right person to come along."
Family
intervention
Thomas
drove to Lewis humble living quarters.
"I talked to his parents, and his dad said
to me, You know this wont do any good,"
Thomas recalls. "I said, We are going
to give it a full shot anyway.
"I got to Jess place and told him, I
dont care what you say or do, Im not
going to give up on you. At first Jess said,
I need a little more time.
Vickie had no misgivings.
"I knew it was Jess opportunity to get
a grip on his disease," she says. "I didnt
know what was going to happen to us (as a couple),
but I knew I wanted Jess to get help. I prayed if
any good at all came out of it, Jess would have
a chance. I knew I would be all right also."
Jess and Vickie hopped into their truck and followed
Thomas to the family farm in Aumsville. Thomas had
been given instructions by Milestones, a family
recovery program for substance abusers.
"I went through all the steps with him,"
Thomas says. "The family sat around the kitchen
table, and each had to write a letter about how
Jess had hurt them. That was hard for everybody.
We were all bawling before we were through. His
dad had to leave to go to another room."
The
Lewis family wrote a $6,000 check for Jess
treatment. He spent 28 days at Milestones, "but
it probably took me a year to fully clear my head,"
he says.
A month after Lewis stint at Milestones, Vickie
entered the program. Neither has had a drink or
used drugs since. They have been married since 1993.
A
new job
Soon after his release from Milestones, Lewis was
hired to help with grounds maintenance at OSU. His
former football coach, the Great Pumpkin, Dee Andros
and ex-basketball coach Paul Valenti, both working
with emeritus status, created the position to help
out a person in whom they believed.
"Knowing that only one of three people are
successful going through rehab, there was some concern
about hiring Jess," recalls Mike Sandego, OSUs
athletic trainer for the last 19 years. "But
we met with him, and as we talked we began to understand
his desire to live again.
"You could see him emerging as a person wanting
to give back, not only to the university he loved
but to Dale Thomas for the faith he showed in him
not wanting to let him down. His commitment
was so sincere and genuine, there was no question
he was going to make it."
Lewis earned a graduate degree in education in 1995,
left for a year to serve as a counselor at Milestones,
then returned to head the maintenance department
and serve as a counselor to OSU athletes. Now 10
years into the job, he has a full-time staff of
five and up to 40 part-time workers helping him
maintain the schools athletic stadiums, fields
and buildings.
But running the maintenance crew is only part of
Lewis contribution.
He teaches a class called "Drugs in Sports,"
using his personal experience to full advantage.
And he counsels Beaver athletes on pitfalls they
encounter off the field.
"I feel I was born to do this," says Lewis,
54. "I had a little success in sports, a little
success in farming, a little success in landscaping
and, of course, a history of drug abuse. Its
a perfect fit for me to be around young folks, to
encourage them to go in the right direction, to
show people how to work hard. I just love this job."
Hard work, soft soul
Any
discussion that Lewis has with a student-athlete
remains confidential.
"We had a rash of marijuana use a few years
back," he says, "and we just try to get
the kids back in the right direction. The drugs
out there now designer drugs, for instance,
but marijuana, too are more powerful than
ever. You can get into trouble and change your life.
When you use drugs, it dampens the spirit in you.
I dont want them to go through what I went
through."
There may not be a more popular member of the OSU
athletic staff than Lewis and certainly no harder
worker.
"Jess lone fault in being our maintenance
guy is letting some of the coaches take advantage
of him," says Mike Corwin, associate athletic
director. "He doesnt know how to say
no. He burns himself out sometimes."
Says Valenti: "Jess is a working fool, but
he is a farm kid who was brought up that way. He
wants to help people, thats all. He is so
appreciative for what he has now."
Sandego appreciates the Lewis soul.
"Jess is so genuine," Sandego says. "He
is all heart and all compassion because he knows
the pain of going down the wrong road. He loves
life. There is no such thing as bad weather to Jess.
If its sunny, its good for so many things.
If its raining, it is feeding all the plants,
and he doesnt have to put the sprinklers out
that day."
A
wonderful life
Kentucky athletics director Mitch Barnhart, Lewis
boss for the past four years at OSU, was so impressed
he agreed to speak to Lewis "Drugs in
Sports" class every year.
"Jess is an absolute blessing to have on the
staff," Barnhart says. "You wish you had
100 guys like him. He is one of those guys who comes
to work early and leaves late. If everybody cared
as much as Jess Lewis, Oregon State would do nothing
but win Pac-10 championships."
Lewis long ago made up with his family members.
His mother, Dorothy, 84, still cooks on the Aumsville
farm several days a week. His two brothers still
run it. He visits often.
Vickie was able to renew a relationship with her
sister, Sharon, who died of cancer on April 2. "I
couldnt tell you where I would be without
the support I got from Jess," she says. "He
is such a loving and giving person."
It is an exciting time in Lewis life. He and
Vickie just bought a home in northwest Corvallis
the first in his adult life. Once 305 pounds,
the 6-foot-1 Lewis has lost 40 pounds, gained 10
back, but is determined to get down to 240.
Not long ago, Thomas, the great OSU coach, now 79
and battling liver disease, spoke with one of Lewis
brothers.
"You realize you saved Jess life,"
he told Thomas.
For a dozen years, Jess Lewis has proved it was
a life worth saving.
Kerry
Eggers, 75, is a columnist and sportswriter
for the Portland Tribune.
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